one more week...

One more week...

one More week...

one more Week...

however you say it, whatever word you put the acctent on..

its just one more week, and i cant wait to get out of here.. (this house that is)

even before the tear falls.. You are here

James 1:5 (The Message)

^5-8"If you don't know what you're doing, pray to the Father. He loves to help. You'll get his help, and won't be condescended to when you ask for it. Ask boldly, believingly, without a second thought. People who "worry their prayers" are like wind-whipped waves. Don't think you're going to get anything from the Master that way, adrift at sea, keeping all your options open. "

God really does speak when you need him too.. he really does know what we need..
I'm very much thankful for that! because.

I'm also thankful to know that through my stuggle i will someday be strong, so why wouldnt satan try to break me and stop me while im weak..

...

take my hand, take my heart, take my pain, take my tears...

i want to forget all this.. pretend it never happened. but i cant..

i cant do this without my God right now..

its been a few days..
umm.. lets see. moving day is getting closer. i'm pretty sure my boss doesnt think im really leaving yet. i dont want to be a jerk to him but i think that might be the only way he gets it through his head that i'm going home.
I havent slept well the past few days.. just toss and turn. I have this feeling (which kinda leans toward a fear) that God is up to something big. What it is i dont know.. but i just feel like i need to start praying and preparing for whats to come in my life.. or others who are around me in their lives.. who knows!
emotions stink.. i dont like them much and being a girl i have to deal with them.. and i stink at dealing with them!
here is to another day. to live, to laugh, to love.. i want to make today count. turn things around. start the work today in this next journey...

Here i go..